Trigger Against My Head

Things getting impel, you will have to find a remedy to solve it. Thus, I've chose to write. How high your position can be, Trigger will always aim against your head wherever you are. Then, you will be forced on something; something you don't like to do; don't like to be; or even something you like to do; or you like to be. Sometimes, things that you don't want to do, doesn't means you are allowed for not doing it. Often, it leads to frustrations (dulan-ness), wrath (http://www.havotica.blogspot.com), annoyance; but sometimes it goes contrary: euphoric and even satisfaction.

Frustration - When trigger against your head and urge you to eat a piece of cake when actually you don't feel like eating it.

Wrath - When trigger against your head and urge you to eat a piece of cake with shit topping.

Annoyance - When trigger against your head and urge you to eat a piece of cake, you declined; you'll get smack in the head when disobeying.

Euphoric - When trigger against your head and urge you to be someone you dislike to be; unconsciously one day, you become someone better than who you are, that's celebration; that's euphoric.

Satisfaction - When trigger against your head and urge you to be someone you dislike to be; unconsciously one day, the one whom you dislike to be might satisfy you.