What's in it behind?

Leng Leng - My loves one for almost a year. Yet....

Have you all heard or examine of anything like- the longer it goes, the more problems there exist? Who else don't want to live a better life? Who else don't want things to be perfect and best indulge him/her individually? Sometimes, you just couldn't make that happen. Unless sacrifice to be made; while, it is not necessary all the time too. Same old adage: Trust and Appreciations still play the primary stage in mutual respect procedure and is been an orthodox. If this simple basic procedure is unable to engage while still chose to be the one who is likely to throw excuses all over, everything will be an end. ALIBI!

She "inspired" me to start this blog; my first blog entry:

(http://grotesquency.blogspot.com/2006/04/trigger-against-my-head.html)

Mili- Know her for quite some time.

Garments, Sewing, Stitching- She's a FashionGirl. She's not only wears designer's garment and yet, she made herself. Never an unhappy girl in my history even when she lost her high end digital camera. She has a lot of SLAPi-con (Face-Slapping Emoticons), and I really don't know what the f**K is wrong with her for keep slapping me in MSN (maybe slap is a sense of Sayang?). But after all, she's still one good friend of mine. Wish her luck in fashion industry.

Siew Mu(x)N- Best friend of mine. 7 years of friendships.

When my mood turns to tasteless even sometimes similiar like eating expiry turd, she will definitely be there for me in allowing me throwing stones and sharp blades to her flesh. She's the woMAN. My best sidekick for many years. Never been missing action, she's a cool babe at all time. Best Friend, Cheers~!

Am having a severe flu now + fever. Thus, physically and mentally sick. Bless me.

Bubble Tree's Tray

Quite a long time ago when i was a young kid, when there were visitors for home visit; Frequently, the one to be ordered (aimed by a trigger) to served the guests with warm and good scent of tea will definitely be me. Of course, to maintain the iconic mental representation of my parents, impression has always played an important role. Nevertheless, I have to present myself to be someone who i'm not used to be; to be someone that people will more likely to call me as a hyper-pseudo-pretentious Asshole when comes to manner and behaviour.

VerNch Family's Customs of Serving Tea
It is simple, normal and easy. All I need to do is to put all the teas that to be served ontop of a tray and serve the teas with the warmest greetings.

Teas were hot and I would more likely not to poured anything out of it. Painstakingly, walking while watching the cups on the tray and ensuring the steadiness of fluids. Unnoticeably, have you all ever observed the same old boring plant's images or patterns were to be re-used and re-used again on the tray? Man, that was bored. How about come out with something more vibrant?



Why Bubble Tree?

Several Branches are made curled and rounded. Nonetheless to suit the entire design, round bloop bloobs have been created to add extra effects. Well, it looks a bit like "under water" and yet tree can't grows under water. It's only a concept, and this is my BubbleTree.

Orient

I'm not a person who detained in any lawful custody, but somehow, im no different from being incarcerated. When you have too much free time to spend; while together with a trigger against your head in such situation, what would you do?

version 2.0

As usual, my hands got itchy and Opps "accidentally" pressed out something like that in Illustrator.

Why Orient? As a personal view, Orient = Asia, Leaves, Flowers, Branches, Umbrella, Fan (shan zi), Red and of course Calligraphy.

Black and white might be too plain. Thus, colour added layer by layer; fan by fan. Without being too bias, there's not much focus point up there. Hence, the design able to stand out entirely.

Why Version 2? Where the hell is version 1? I really don't know what happen with those versions. Initially, there are Version 1 and 1.2 to be posted, but those 2 versions couldn't be previewed. Nevertheless, is freakin' pixelated even when i saved it in a better resolution. So, f**k it.

Trigger Against My Head

Things getting impel, you will have to find a remedy to solve it. Thus, I've chose to write. How high your position can be, Trigger will always aim against your head wherever you are. Then, you will be forced on something; something you don't like to do; don't like to be; or even something you like to do; or you like to be. Sometimes, things that you don't want to do, doesn't means you are allowed for not doing it. Often, it leads to frustrations (dulan-ness), wrath (http://www.havotica.blogspot.com), annoyance; but sometimes it goes contrary: euphoric and even satisfaction.

Frustration - When trigger against your head and urge you to eat a piece of cake when actually you don't feel like eating it.

Wrath - When trigger against your head and urge you to eat a piece of cake with shit topping.

Annoyance - When trigger against your head and urge you to eat a piece of cake, you declined; you'll get smack in the head when disobeying.

Euphoric - When trigger against your head and urge you to be someone you dislike to be; unconsciously one day, you become someone better than who you are, that's celebration; that's euphoric.

Satisfaction - When trigger against your head and urge you to be someone you dislike to be; unconsciously one day, the one whom you dislike to be might satisfy you.